Sunday, December 30, 2012

7 years

7 years a go today I did something a mother should never have to do ,
I held my sweet little boy as he took his last breath.
It was the hardest thing I have ever done but I was glad that it was me as hard as it was it was a sweet moment .
I think of this moment often and it gives me peace knowing he new he was loved and that it was ok to go home to his Heavenly Father. 
I miss him terribly but I know through the mercy , love and atonement of Christ I will see him again. this gives me peace and hope and the ability to heal from such heart ache.

I am grateful for the 17 beautiful days we had to spend with William.
I love you baby boy and I miss you.


  1. I am so thankful to have such a loving Heavenly Father that we can put our trust and faith in. I'm glad you got to spend some time here on Earth with William too, even if it was very short. xx

  2. I'm glad that you were able to be there holding him....I'm sorry that he left too soon. <3