7 years a go today I did something a mother should never have to do ,
I held my sweet little boy as he took his last breath.
It was the hardest thing I have ever done but I was glad that it was me as hard as it was it was a sweet moment .
I think of this moment often and it gives me peace knowing he new he was loved and that it was ok to go home to his Heavenly Father.
I miss him terribly but I know through the mercy , love and atonement of Christ I will see him again. this gives me peace and hope and the ability to heal from such heart ache.
I am grateful for the 17 beautiful days we had to spend with William.
I love you baby boy and I miss you.